It happens to the best bosship™ candidates. Instead of thinking about yourself your mind drifts and you start thinking about others -- then BOOM!...you forget what it was you were trying to avoid doing yourself, and who you were going to palm off a responsibility to. Altruism can be very unsettling. You need to get back in the "bosship zone. The fastest way to do that is to just find someone and yell at them. Whenever you capriciously place blame you'll inevitably find yourself in the bosship sweet spot. Everything slows down and it feels like you are yelling in slow motion. All your problems suddenly belong to someone else. Other people sink to their proper places of insignificance as your ego inflates and expands. You are once again the master of your world; the indomitable petty tyrant of your universe. Repeat to yourself, "It's good to be boss. It's good to be boss."